Wednesday, 15 June 2011

Devastation

On Monday last week, my beautiful, intelligent, talented, funny, popular, loved and loving 14 year old niece died very suddenly and unexpectedly.

I do not have the words to describe the horror of this past week and a half. The pain my brother, sister in law and nephew are going through is unimaginable. In time, the rest of us will get on with our lives but for them, this is just the start.

To me, this is pure devastation - nothing will ever be the same again.

In the meantime, I continue injecting myself with ivf drugs but to be honest, it has lost all meaning to me now.

The world no longer makes sense.

12 comments:

  1. I can't even begin to imagine... I have a 14 year old niece.... I am crying right now for you and your family. It doesn't make any sense... I'm so sorry.

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  2. I'm so so sorry darling, I wish I could take the pain away.
    Please know you're in my thoughts, holding your hand,
    Moonie xxx

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  3. I'm so sorry. Sending lots of love and hugs to you and your family.

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  4. I'm so sorry. How terrible for you all. Hugs and prayers to all of you.

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  5. I am so sorry hun. I know what a young death does to a family. The pain is unimaginable and I hate the thought of you going through this, especially during a cycle. We are all here for you and if you ever want to chat on the phone or anything I will always listen. Much love to you and your family xxxx

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  6. Please know our thoughts are with you and your family. I'm so incredibly sorry you are all having to live through this.

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  7. I'm so sorry. Thinking of you and your family. xxx

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  8. Oh god. I had been thinking you were quiet. I am so sorry. There is nothing I can do, I know that and there is not really anything more that can be saaid. In grief, it is just a day at a time. Much love to you all and in my thoughts and prayers. Will always listen if u need, u have my email xxxxxxxxx

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  9. Oh no. I'm so sorry for your loss. Your family is in my thoughts (((HUGS)))

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  10. I'm so sorry to hear this very sad news. Thinking of you during this heartbreaking time.

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  11. I am so sorry for you loss, I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

    Thinking of you and sending you lots and lots of hugs

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  12. Oh honey, I'm so sorry. I'm just catching up and can't believe it.

    My thoughts go out to you and your family.

    MyTTCstory xxx

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